Lala

I love creating new blogs, its starting afresh with new thoughts being posted with nothing else before it. Each new blog comes with new hopes. Its the same feeling I get when I open a new bank account, start a new semester, or meet someone new. Lately I have been really busy working at the law firm. Everyday, I wake up, eat, drive 30 mins to work, sit at my desk, sort files, create folders and files, input data. Then for lunch I go to the cafeteria and eat the daily lunch special while looking at a mural of a mountain set against a forest along with other coworkers that talk about the latest episodes of General Hospital or Lindsay Lohan. Then I go back, read over the mail and put them into their proper place, make note of them on the computer, serve files online and file things away til I get to go home. I get my keys and drive home for another 30 mins. Its mind numbing.

I hate writing about anything because I feel pretentious and naive knowing that theres more to know on what I am writing about, knowing theres more than one way of looking at it, and writing it just confirms the fact that i think my ideas are important enough to be stated which presupposes that i know what i am saying. which i think i do but i don’t because there will always be more to know.

I would like to write about something though…